Nobody likes me. They all think I’m a freak.. How do I even have friends?! Sometimes j just need to shut the fuck up, and move on, but I can’t because that’s who I am.. I need to go to a mental hospital, but nobody knows, and the ones that know don’t understand how badly I need too! I’m hurting myself when I promised so many people I wouldn’t!! What’s wrong with me?! I’m not helping anything or anyone! I don’t want this life! The only part of this life I do want is Jayden! I can’t always have her, so when I don’t, I’m gonna need a book or something!
Why do people cut their wrist and thighs and try so hard to cover them up? Why not their ankles or knees? I mean it would be easier to lie about it, but dying wouldn’t really be a result. Like “Oh, I tripped and scrapped my knee.” “I cut my ankle on a broken tubberware container on the floor.” It would still get the pain out, and most people’s knees and/or ankles are scarred anyway.
If you are self-harming though, please don’t. There are people who love and care about you. Even though it my not seem so at first, there are, and always will be. Just stick your finger in the air and yell at the top of your lungs, “FUCK YOU!” Trust me, it makes it feel a lot better.
Seeing people the same age as you doing awesome things with their life